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Loneliness

I wish it was raining
Because I hate every beautiful day
Everyone's playing outside
Having fun
Enjoying the weather

I hate it
I hate beautiful days
I hate being in a good mood
Just to pretend that everything's okay

I hate
All those fake smiles
All those people pretending to be alright
People being happy

Because I know
That I can't

It's not that I think they're not worth it
But knowing deep inside
That I'll never be like this
That I can't be like this at all
Makes my heart feel like a stone
Lying in my chest
Protesting to beat

It makes me wonder
Are there others?
Just feeling like me?
Just like me?
Alone?
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