[~ Bikhre Lamhe ~]

easier to hate me
hard to love me
maybe easier was better for you
what about me
having you hate me
hurt me
loving you was hard
but I did it
I wanted to do it
I needed to love you
but you pushed me away
told me it was easier that way
but easier for who? you
it wasn't easy for me
forgetting,
regretting,
needing
you
but you didn't care
you moved on and forgot
is it true that you
always love your
first love
or is that a lie too
cause I still love you
its hard to believe
but after all these years
your still in my dreams
I'm still needing
still loving
still thinking what if
I wonder if you dream of me
think of me
need me like I need you
I wonder if I cross your mind
I sincerely hope I do
when I think of you
I regret
all that time we wasted
when we met
messing around hiding our
true feelings
why didn't we just hook up
shut up
and get on with it
live in peace
live with love
but like I said you moved on
got a new love
I hope your not happy
I hope your not in love
cause deep down truly I know that I'm the one
for you, the one to hold you kiss you
grow old in your arms
but never will you know this
cause now I have moved on
I've tried to forget
even though I regret
I will love you til
the end of my days
in my heart you'll stay forever
so goodbye my soul mate
goodbye my love
maybe we'll meet again
in a different life