[FAJAAN]

As silenc fils my lonlines;
only 4 u my heart cries;
d growin gnawin pain widin myself;
dat tears evry senses of my life.
Tears flow endlesly;
evn my eyes swells in deep agony;
bt nthin had been left;
dat i burned evn mor wid desire;
jst 2 feel d warmnes of ur embrace;
i stil hav d memories wen we 1st met;
memories dat i thought wud jst b d begining;
& wud nevr end;
bt sudenly it ws gon wid d wind;
i always say I LOV U;
deep inside my heart i do;
thinkin dat u feel d same way 2;
dat even we'r miles away we can make it through;
i felt my world shattered like a glass;
1 day wen u told me dat i ws jst a back up;
& dat u r stil in search of ur perfect match;
4 som1 u can marry evn wen deres no real LOV;
i hav been waitin 4 a chance;
hopin dat 1 day u wud realize & understand;
i gav u evrythin dat i hav;
jst 2 lt u knw dat i luv u so much;
u hav closed ur door 2 me indeed;
evn if i ws jst tryin 2 talk, jst being a FRND;
den i realized, perhaps i ws obsessed & ws pushin myself 2 u...;
& nw, i need 2 say goodbye & let go.