when i smile
i want to cry
when i laugh
i want to die
so i close my eyes
and await my death
pray, and say good bye
because in this mess
no one will care
no one pays attention
but they will see
the boy they never mentioned
now that im gone
they will care
but for how long
eventually the sadness goes away
and life goes on
so as i sit and think
i place my arm over the sink
with this razor i end my life
all on that horrible night
youll never understand
this boy you thought you knew
it turnned out he loved you
but you didnt pay attention
to this boy no one mentioned
now he gone and you dont know what to do
it turnnend out you loved him to
with a picture of him and a locked dooor
they found you dead upon the floor