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06-07-2011, 11:47 AM
aik lerki hoon mai
kehny ko tou sanf-e-nazuk hoon...zara si bhi thais lagay is abgeeny ko tou dher say toot ker bikher jati hoon...or un bikhri kirchiyon ko koi ager samitna bhi chahey tou uski ko zakhmi ker deati hoon mai..kehny ko aik sanf-e-nazuk hoon mai..ik lerki hon mai !!!
kabhi khawaboon ko saja ker un kay sapnay bhi deakhti hoon..phir mun hi mun mai un ki tabeer bhi pa ker khud sey shermati or athlati hoon mai.. hawa kay sang urti hoi titliyon kay paroon sey rang chura ker apnay sapnoon ko bherti hoon mai...phoolon say khushboo churati titliyon ko kitaboon mai band ker k ye samjti hoon keh mai ne usko bhi qaid ker liya hai apnay mun mai...per ye bhool jati hoon keh wo kitaboon mai qaid titli tou us khushboo ko na pa saki phir bhala mai kasey us ko pa sakti hoon...hoon na aik pagli...!!! apni hi duniya mai qaid !!! ik lerki hoon mai...!!!
jub agahi kay dour sey guzerti hai tou us azab ko asey seh jati hai keh apnay apko chalni ker day per kisi ko ye zakhm dikhai na dain...behisab derd or benaqab zakhmoon ko bhi apnay under samoo lay.!!!
kasey kahoon keh kis qader azab hai ye agahi...bari purani sadiyon ki yahi riwayat hai..jubber or saber mai dhuli hoi ..asi hai agahi...!!!.akeli zat ka khud per lamhoon ki khud shansi ka azab hai ye agahi...!!!rat kay andhairoon mai zaroqatar ronay wali or subha kay ujaloon mai muskrati hoi or agahi kay azab ko apnay Rub pak ki merzi samjhti hoon mai...asi hi aik lerki hoon mai....!!! han asi hi ik pagli hoon mai...!!!
phir bhi uljhi hoi rehti hoon...apnay sey batain kerti or khud ko samjhati hoi...mun hi mun mai apnay sey sawal kerti or unka jawab deati hoon or phir say unhi rastoon pe chal key kantoon say damn taar taar kernay ko tiyar ik lerki hoon mai...bahut hi bebas or majbooryon mai phansi ik lerki hoon mai..!!! han jaan boojh ker khud pe zulm kerney wali ik lerki hoon mai ...asi hi hoon mai ....!!! han zamany nay jis ko kaha keh wajad-e-zun sey hai kainat mai ronaq...wohi hon mai ...ik lerki hoon mai ...!!!
kanch ka dil hai mera..
kehny ko tou sanf-e-nazuk hoon...zara si bhi thais lagay is abgeeny ko tou dher say toot ker bikher jati hoon...or un bikhri kirchiyon ko koi ager samitna bhi chahey tou uski ko zakhmi ker deati hoon mai..kehny ko aik sanf-e-nazuk hoon mai..ik lerki hon mai !!!
kabhi khawaboon ko saja ker un kay sapnay bhi deakhti hoon..phir mun hi mun mai un ki tabeer bhi pa ker khud sey shermati or athlati hoon mai.. hawa kay sang urti hoi titliyon kay paroon sey rang chura ker apnay sapnoon ko bherti hoon mai...phoolon say khushboo churati titliyon ko kitaboon mai band ker k ye samjti hoon keh mai ne usko bhi qaid ker liya hai apnay mun mai...per ye bhool jati hoon keh wo kitaboon mai qaid titli tou us khushboo ko na pa saki phir bhala mai kasey us ko pa sakti hoon...hoon na aik pagli...!!! apni hi duniya mai qaid !!! ik lerki hoon mai...!!!
jub agahi kay dour sey guzerti hai tou us azab ko asey seh jati hai keh apnay apko chalni ker day per kisi ko ye zakhm dikhai na dain...behisab derd or benaqab zakhmoon ko bhi apnay under samoo lay.!!!
kasey kahoon keh kis qader azab hai ye agahi...bari purani sadiyon ki yahi riwayat hai..jubber or saber mai dhuli hoi ..asi hai agahi...!!!.akeli zat ka khud per lamhoon ki khud shansi ka azab hai ye agahi...!!!rat kay andhairoon mai zaroqatar ronay wali or subha kay ujaloon mai muskrati hoi or agahi kay azab ko apnay Rub pak ki merzi samjhti hoon mai...asi hi aik lerki hoon mai....!!! han asi hi ik pagli hoon mai...!!!
phir bhi uljhi hoi rehti hoon...apnay sey batain kerti or khud ko samjhati hoi...mun hi mun mai apnay sey sawal kerti or unka jawab deati hoon or phir say unhi rastoon pe chal key kantoon say damn taar taar kernay ko tiyar ik lerki hoon mai...bahut hi bebas or majbooryon mai phansi ik lerki hoon mai..!!! han jaan boojh ker khud pe zulm kerney wali ik lerki hoon mai ...asi hi hoon mai ....!!! han zamany nay jis ko kaha keh wajad-e-zun sey hai kainat mai ronaq...wohi hon mai ...ik lerki hoon mai ...!!!
kanch ka dil hai mera..