Humaila
09-27-2008, 08:57 PM
"Faiza", ammi ney pukara kitchen se.. Mera bilkol dil nahi kar raha tha utney ka.. Lekin ammi jaan kehti hai roza agar rakna hoo to sehri karni chahie..
Mein washrom mein bresh karney ghay aur phir sidha kitchen mein sehri key lye..
behen bhai sub jaghey howe they.. Abu jaan bhi..
12 bajhe kaafi bhook lagi, lekin phir mene socha key chalo net use kar leti hoon..
kamas kam bhook ka itna ehsaas nahi hoga mujhe..
Jub mein online howi to Shahid bhi online tha, ..
"salam" likha ossney, mene wapis juwab dya,,, Shahid ko mein itna nahi janti, kyo key abhi hi humari mulaqat howi hai, aur humne hotmail-ID aik dosre ko de dye..
Mene osse ramadhan key barey mein pocha kesa ja raha hai..
Aise hi mein Shahid se daily batein shoro hogay.. ....
Aik din mein online nahi howi thi, aur agley din jub mein online howi to Shahid key offline messages ay howey they, jahaan likha tha" Salamz,I hope u r allright.. aaj kyo nahi tum online ay?,, I miss u yaar"..
Yhe parh kar mujhe aik qisam ki khushi howi, key who mera itna khyal rakhta hai aur mujhe itna yaad karta hai,, ... Aise hi hota gaya, dono ko bechaini hoti agar hum mein se aik na ata online..
Shela, jo meri best friend hai who kehti hai key mujhe pyaar howa hai.. Lekin mene kaha nehi, who mera aik acha dost haii..
Lekin shela ki baat ney mujhe soch mein daal dya,, Mene kabhi kissi se pyaar kia hi nahi tha.. aur na hi mujhe pyaar ka maqsad pata hai..
Friday ko jub mein online howi, meri ankhey kholi ki kholi reh ghay,, Mujhe yaqin nahi araha tha key Shahid yhe likh sakta hai..
" Faiza I want to tell u something, i knw key tume
ajeeb lagey gha, lekin,..
Pata nahi tum mujhe bohat achi lagti hoon,
jtum jaisi larki mene aaj thak nhi dekhi,
tumhharey bat karney ka tareeqa .. bus mein kya kaho..
Faiza, I want to marry U..Mujhe tumhare juwab ka intezar rahey gha.
TC AH"..
Mera dil zoor se dhadkna shoro hogaya, merey passine choot ghay, merey paas koi juwab nahi tha..
Ossi Raat shahid online aya,, Shahid ney pocha key mera juwab kya hai, mene Shahid ko mana kar dya, key aise nahi hosakta.. Lekin who aapni zidd par hi raha key who mujhse pyaar karta hai aur shadi karna chahta hai..
Ossney yhe keh keh kar, aisa kuch kia key merey dil mein osskey lye feelings paida hogay. Lekin 4 sal baad humne aik dosre ko nummbers dye aapney.. Aur phir baat milney par aghay.. Andad mein bohat daar rahi thi.. Lekin mene haan kar di..
Mene aapney sub se achey kapre nikaley, aur pehen kar ghay.. humney Karachi key aik mall mein milna tha.. Shahid ney to aapni pic dikhai howi thi..
Aur jub mein oss mall mein paunchi, to jub dekha to.. Shahid waha kara tha..
Mera dil dhadakna shoro hogaya.. mene socha itna pyaara larka hai.. osska style sub kuch. .. Meine aapneu kadam Shahid ki taraf baray.. Aur jub mene kaha.. "shahid?".. Ossney mhoor kar dekha.. .. Mujhe aapney kaano par yaqin na horaha key waqi mein yhe shahid keh sakta hai.. Who waha se chala ghaya..
Ghaar ja kar mein bohat roy, meri friend Shela merey ghaar ay.. Aur kaha key "Faiza, who aik acha insaan nhi who aik flirt karney wala larka tha, jo shadi nahi kartey balkey sirf timepass kartey hai," mene ossko bataya key ossney mujhse kaha key.. osse laga key mein waisi hi khoobsoorat hoon jaisi mein batein karti thi, ossko yhe nahi tha key mein itni kaali hongi..
Kya mera haq nahi hai zindagi jeeney ka? kya merey andar koi ehsasaat nahi hai?,kya mein aik insaan nahi hoon?.. ..
Mein washrom mein bresh karney ghay aur phir sidha kitchen mein sehri key lye..
behen bhai sub jaghey howe they.. Abu jaan bhi..
12 bajhe kaafi bhook lagi, lekin phir mene socha key chalo net use kar leti hoon..
kamas kam bhook ka itna ehsaas nahi hoga mujhe..
Jub mein online howi to Shahid bhi online tha, ..
"salam" likha ossney, mene wapis juwab dya,,, Shahid ko mein itna nahi janti, kyo key abhi hi humari mulaqat howi hai, aur humne hotmail-ID aik dosre ko de dye..
Mene osse ramadhan key barey mein pocha kesa ja raha hai..
Aise hi mein Shahid se daily batein shoro hogay.. ....
Aik din mein online nahi howi thi, aur agley din jub mein online howi to Shahid key offline messages ay howey they, jahaan likha tha" Salamz,I hope u r allright.. aaj kyo nahi tum online ay?,, I miss u yaar"..
Yhe parh kar mujhe aik qisam ki khushi howi, key who mera itna khyal rakhta hai aur mujhe itna yaad karta hai,, ... Aise hi hota gaya, dono ko bechaini hoti agar hum mein se aik na ata online..
Shela, jo meri best friend hai who kehti hai key mujhe pyaar howa hai.. Lekin mene kaha nehi, who mera aik acha dost haii..
Lekin shela ki baat ney mujhe soch mein daal dya,, Mene kabhi kissi se pyaar kia hi nahi tha.. aur na hi mujhe pyaar ka maqsad pata hai..
Friday ko jub mein online howi, meri ankhey kholi ki kholi reh ghay,, Mujhe yaqin nahi araha tha key Shahid yhe likh sakta hai..
" Faiza I want to tell u something, i knw key tume
ajeeb lagey gha, lekin,..
Pata nahi tum mujhe bohat achi lagti hoon,
jtum jaisi larki mene aaj thak nhi dekhi,
tumhharey bat karney ka tareeqa .. bus mein kya kaho..
Faiza, I want to marry U..Mujhe tumhare juwab ka intezar rahey gha.
TC AH"..
Mera dil zoor se dhadkna shoro hogaya, merey passine choot ghay, merey paas koi juwab nahi tha..
Ossi Raat shahid online aya,, Shahid ney pocha key mera juwab kya hai, mene Shahid ko mana kar dya, key aise nahi hosakta.. Lekin who aapni zidd par hi raha key who mujhse pyaar karta hai aur shadi karna chahta hai..
Ossney yhe keh keh kar, aisa kuch kia key merey dil mein osskey lye feelings paida hogay. Lekin 4 sal baad humne aik dosre ko nummbers dye aapney.. Aur phir baat milney par aghay.. Andad mein bohat daar rahi thi.. Lekin mene haan kar di..
Mene aapney sub se achey kapre nikaley, aur pehen kar ghay.. humney Karachi key aik mall mein milna tha.. Shahid ney to aapni pic dikhai howi thi..
Aur jub mein oss mall mein paunchi, to jub dekha to.. Shahid waha kara tha..
Mera dil dhadakna shoro hogaya.. mene socha itna pyaara larka hai.. osska style sub kuch. .. Meine aapneu kadam Shahid ki taraf baray.. Aur jub mene kaha.. "shahid?".. Ossney mhoor kar dekha.. .. Mujhe aapney kaano par yaqin na horaha key waqi mein yhe shahid keh sakta hai.. Who waha se chala ghaya..
Ghaar ja kar mein bohat roy, meri friend Shela merey ghaar ay.. Aur kaha key "Faiza, who aik acha insaan nhi who aik flirt karney wala larka tha, jo shadi nahi kartey balkey sirf timepass kartey hai," mene ossko bataya key ossney mujhse kaha key.. osse laga key mein waisi hi khoobsoorat hoon jaisi mein batein karti thi, ossko yhe nahi tha key mein itni kaali hongi..
Kya mera haq nahi hai zindagi jeeney ka? kya merey andar koi ehsasaat nahi hai?,kya mein aik insaan nahi hoon?.. ..