"K.G"
06-22-2009, 11:20 AM
They met, once on a warm sunny summer day. She didn't know that summer she would fall in love to only lose him so quickly. She met him while chatting on yahoo. They exchanged pics and soon were chatting regularly. He suggested something crazy one day. To meet in person. She thought nothing of it. She had already told him she was in a long distance relationship with someone else and that all she wanted was friendship. Who knew what would be of their relationship. She met him that summerday in june. With all the turmoil in her life. They got along great. Always making her laugh and never once did he break her heart. so they set a second date, than the third. One day she decided she wanted to go to the beach. Both of them went. Laying under the tree. Staaring at the sky and vast ocean. It was mesmerizing and as she closed her eyes. he started to stroke her hair. she drew back. scared. He assured her he wouldn't do anything. Growing relaxed, smelling the sweet geass. His intoxication with her grew. He couldn't help himself as he caressed her cheek turning her head, and soon her lips soft as velvet he was hypnotized. she was so beautiful. He knew it was wrong. Than in that moment she turned her head and he hadn't kissed her. She got up to enjoy the scenery. He didn't know what was happening. he wanted it to stop. He loved someone once and she had broke his heart by not trusting in their love. What was he to make of her. He tried that night not to think of her. His thoughts went to her. Her perfect body, her cat eyes, fair skin, full lips. He wanted it to stop. His passion was growing too soon. Day by day they met. Than as they were going to their usual meeting place-the beach. He suggested they check into a room. Slowly he watched her and layed her on the mattress. He caressed her face looking deep into those light eyes. He couldn't help his desire for her. Than something he never thought happened. " I love you" she grew fearful. She knew once someone had said they had loved her too. But what became of it. " no, she said, its not love its infatuation." Ive been hurt by love, I cannot love. Those who I love always leave me. tears started and she got up quickly. He got up grabbed her arm. " I love you" he said firmly not looking away, and she realized that this would never last. Deep down she felt a ache that needed satisfying, the ache for love. Deep down she knew, he was the one her other half. Their taste in food. Their desires. Their touch each mimicked each others. They were one. That warm summer day, they made love ravishing each other. Deeper and deeper their passions grew. Sometimes she would come out at night, to see him. Making love in the sweet smelling grass, in his bed, than one day came. She had to leave. She didn't want to leave. She had promised someone else, her heart but what was this. He asked her, come with me. I will take care of you. I told you..she said. with tears welling in her eyes. I told you, and you know we can't. His eyes tearing as he looked away. I know. I know you wanted to be friends, but I feel so much more, I don't know why I did what I did. she cried and looked off. Maybe we were only to love for a little while. As she walked off, she saw his eyes tears streaming for her. I will never love anyone like I love you. If I do , it will only be you forever. I will never love again. "no. you must love, you must keep going. she knew deep down he couldn't. first person he loved he left her because she never trusted their love and this time the girl he loved had already promised to be with another man. even though they never met. Those lonely nights, she cried endlessly. 2 years have passed. she still thinks of him and what could have been. now pregnant, she thinks what could have been. his child, our home. but soon she shrugs the thought as he husband enters. she must now love him, and love him more than anything and repent for that sin. as she gets up and she throws her arm around him. She realizes, she has alot of things to do in her life and one day she hopes she has the guts to tell him what she did, but not now. hopefully he can forgive until than, another day has just past. the end.