[Aftab Afi]

kitni ajeeb baat hai na...
jab tu mere paas thi to har dum yeh sochta tha ki kya main teri
kadar nahi karta..
aur aaj jab tu mere paas nahi to yeh ehsaas hota hai ki qadar to hamesha se hi thi par tujhe na khone ka yakeen ne andhaa kar diya tha...
bhala kya pata tha aisa bhi kuch ho sakta h..
mera tujhse alag hona itna hi namumkin tha jitna tera mujhse nafrat karna...
baitha hu thandi zameen par..
aankho mein wo teri ek dimple
wali pyari si hansi...
haath mein teri ek tasveer hai..
jise dekh kar har dum main tere chehre pe aane wale baal tere kaano k peeche laga deta hu..
tujhe bahut tang karte hai na..
mobile mein fake call pe tera naam daal diya hai..
shuru karke khush ho jata hu..
aur jab aas paas koi nahi hota toh mann behlane k liye 2 4 baatein bhi kar leta hu..
tere jawab to mujhe pata hi hote hai na teri payal ab mere haathon mein bandhi rehti hai...
ekdum waisi hi...
haan bas uske ghungroo zarur nikaal liye hai...
taaki teri maujudgi ka yakeen toh ho par ehsaas nai..
yaad aati hai wo teri mann'ghadat kahaniyaan jo roz raat tum mujhe sunati thi...
haule se "babie so gaye
kya?" puch kar ek gudnyt kiss de jati thi..
tum sulati thi to so jata tha..
ab tum nahi sulati toh aisa lagta hai meri neend hi so gayi hai..
wo meri pyari si bachchi bheed mein kahin kho gayi hai..
jab bhi teri yaad aati hai...
toh apne takiye ko bahut zor se hug kar leta hu..
magar yeh to mujhe wapas gale hi nahi lagata..
dekhna isko...
daant de...
bolna isey tang na kare...
bolna...
gaane nai sunta hu main ab..
na sunn pata hu apna hi gham..
har cheez se tu judi hai..
har cheez mein tu basi hai..
yaad aati hai wo gali mujhe..
jahan main aaya karta tha..
bas bheed bht ho gayi h..
uss chhoti si gali mein mere liye ab jagah nahi..
abhi abhi toh raah mili thi ki manzil hi mood gayi kahin.....
I MISS U...MISS U SO MUCH...
rota hu..
bhilakta hu..
har dum girta padta hu..
koi nahi hai puchne wala..
koi nai hai puchta "babie zyada to nahi lagi na?..
aa kissi kar du...
ab sab sahi ho jayega"
kaun mujhe roz roz breakfast ki yaad dilayega..
kaun mujhe ulti sidhi harkate karne se warn karega..
kaun mujhe horror movies
dekh k raat raat bhar jagayega..
kaun phone pe itni zor zor se chillayega..
kau n mujhe anjaano se baat karne se rokega...
kaun baat baat par tokega...
kaun mere ek phone k liye din bhar wait karega..
kiska 2 n half parathe kha kar bhi pet na bharega..
kaun banega bachcha mera..
kisko pyar karunga..
kiski bahut hifazat karunga,
bahut laad karunga main..
cheen leti apne aap ko..
kyun cheen li mujhse wo meri bachchi..?
bht maasoom h wo..
akal se h wo thodi kachchi..
janta hu main wo zinda h...
zinda h kahin tujhme bandhi huyi hai nafrat ki zanjeero mein..
jinko todne ki taqat nahi hai abhi usme...
par yeh na sochna ki yeh bhi hai ek koshish..
tu kabhi nahi aa sakti zindagi mein meri..
aur bhula na paunga wo pyari si yaadein teri..
shayad is chhote se dil k liye tu bahut badi ho gayi hai..
shayad is pyar k sagar mein kuch boondo ki kami ho gayi hai..
khush rakhna isey aye mere
khuda..
tere aansu kabhi na ho teri aankho se juda..
mere aansu jhuthe lagte hai to nahi sunegi ab tu meri siskiyaan..
yeh meri kasam..
is dard ko dabaa lunga main..
in aansuon ko chupa lunga main..
in yaadon ki aag ko ashkon se bujha lunga main leta hu ab ek aakhri alvida tujhse..
karta hu ab is chhoti si kahani ka pyara sa ant...
khush rehna tu hamesha..
khushiyaan mile tujhe anant..
ja teri nazro se ab maine mooh mod liya..
teri khushi k liye ab maine tujhe hi
chor diya....

 

[(‘“*JiĢäR*”’)]

Very nice

 

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[Aftab Afi]

Thnx bro